wow id say its time for an updat e wouldnt you? ive been so freakin busy lately its not even funny. im just gonna do a brief run over of current events lol-

• so i work at best buy...and i do like it there, especially the people, but i am there wayy too much. this past weekend alone i put in i think something around 15/16 hours...they called me in early today. and yesterday i was by myself while we were busy, so it was really hard. also i always get the asshole customers somehow, and yesterday i cried for the first time at work. thank god i waited until he left tho..that guy was the biggest jerk ever. but its ok..when i get my paycheck i wont be complaining =)
• so i freaking HATE skool...its not even funny how much i dont do my hw anymore. i just dont care enough to get it done..i hate not having a lunch cuz im kinda losing weight now, but ill get it back..its only a matter of time. honors physics is the worst class ive ever been in in my entire life..and my teachers this year arent the greatest. hopefully ill survive..
• homecoming is friday. im not really ready...dont kno how im doing my hair, gotta get my nails done, find jewelry/shawl/purse..yeah. im going with joe cat..yesterady we spent 3 hours at the mall looking for something to match me cuz he had bought a freakin purple shirt...me and his mom freaked. but in the end we got him a tie somewhat matchign my dress..adn he's wearing a white shirt. powderpuff is wednesday, thatll be fun, but i was sick the first practice so im behind =( and i STILL gotta get my shirt decorated!
• i had the best time of my entire life exactly one week ago at the IMSA homecoming..the night was just crazy ((very salvage)) adn i met the most awesome ppl. too bad 2 of them have mono now..i was lucky all i got was a fever or something..lisa every time we get together, we pull off the most amazing shit ever. i love you babe <3

thats really all i can think about right now besides the hw that im not doing..o and i was listening to some cat stevens song and i got really sad about missing ppl..so i just want to mention the ppl that i miss these days: kristen, travis, larry, christina, d-rock, alayna, lisa, loveland, grams, david, bradley...i kno i havent talked to some of them in like months..but still..=(

Rest In Peace Mrs. Keller -9/30/05

conversation of how cool i am between me and ricardo:

boricua198914 (3:01:11 PM): hahaha u so crazy
SporTiegirlBK22 (3:01:52 PM): im the coolest of the cool
SporTiegirlBK22 (3:02:04 PM): i have a license but i cant drive, im getting a crap ass green van...im awesome
SporTiegirlBK22 (3:02:17 PM): o and im staying home to do hw and watch the vmas
SporTiegirlBK22 (3:02:27 PM): yepp...im freakin amazing  
boricua198914 (3:02:38 PM): ur crazy awesome i wish i could be as kool as u
boricua198914 (3:03:22 PM): how did u get so cool
SporTiegirlBK22 (3:03:48 PM): it was hard lemme tell u...i doubt ull ever be like me
boricua198914 (3:04:02 PM): man maybe in my dreams only
SporTiegirlBK22 (3:04:43 PM): i doubt u can dream my level of coolness budd
boricua198914 (3:06:12 PM): damn but i can try really hard

hahahaha....so anywayz ms. addison was yesterday...congrats michelle! ive finally been to my first community days..my new schedule at skool is ok, considering i get out after 6th period..but even tho i leave early, it still feels like im there for a whole day! i dont really like how i barely see anybody outside of my classes...and i get so much freaking homework...on the plus side i got the job at best buy! ill be starting training soon ((assuming i pass the drug test, which i should))..so make sure u come visit me! thats it for now...back to the h o m e w o r k...

all i can say is holy crap.  i had absolutely no idea anything was going to happen...my plan was to come home, shower, ice my head and do all the rest of my summer work. so much for that haha! now that i look back, things are making sense...like why i had to clean the whole freakin house the day before, why nicki didnt wanna go eat after picking up nan, why ricardo's "mom" called him 1457 times at the drive-in...yeah i pretty much feel like an idiot now. o well! the night before was very fun...my first time ever at the drive-in! saw red eye and wedding crashers (again), and spent the night at nickis.  we finally got our asses up at like 2:30, and then we went to get nan around 2:45...and i wasnt dressed nice or anything at all...and i walk in carrying all my shit and all of a sudden all these lights go off and ppl yell "SURPRISE!!!" i actually got kinda scared and started crying a bit...but i was really mad! i looked freaking disgusting, and everybody was at my house! i remember wanting to run away at first haha but then i made my way around and gave everybody a hug..i was surprised that even kristen and her family was there! apparantly itd been planned for quite awhile..i was so confused cuz i thought my friends had already thrown me a party..but i guess that was just with the girls. of course like every time we all get together there was some drama...but im not mad or anything i just want it to be over with so the summer ends on a good note.  anywayz after the party i showered and went out with dan and brendo..we went to jeremys and from there me ricardo jeremy dan and brendo all went to applebees. i kno it looked bad cuz i was with 4 guys but w/e..then i went to dunkin donuts with brenden and dan...then fran picked me up adn drove me to dappers to meet up with the girls and we all went to courtneys for a bit before ally drove me home...so yeah it was definitely a superfun night! and tonight should be freakin awesome too cuz were all leaving summer with a bang ...seems like a party at my house with an afterparty-party at jarz's! I GOT A JOB INTERVIEW AT BEST BUY!!! wish me luck =)

THANK YOU EVERYBODY FOR KEEPING FROM ME AN AMAZING SURPRISE PARTY!!! thank you daddy, mom, grandma, trevor & friends who helped set up, kristen (& family), nicki and nan (for occupying me), ally, erin, schrammy, talia, angela, katie p, christina, krystle, chris, (wow chris krys n chris!) shaunzee (who won best gift cuz i secretly love roasts) joey lel, jason, ricardo, brenden, dan, jeremy..and to all the ppl who called just to explain why they couldnt come even tho i didnt ask for an explanation haha..if i forgot somebody lemme kno <3

special thank you to francesca for putting up with my mother for a whole month and helping to get the whole thing together...i love you franny granny!!!

pics later...

so i made a pretty big decision today...and i did it in about a timespan of one minute. i rushed through registration at like 8 in the morning and went to volleyball for pictures at about 8:45. went downstairs, got the uniform, and went upstairs to change...i realized i had 7 missed calls from my mom. so i call her back, and my grandmother is freaking out at home and my mom wanted to take her back to the hospital. she has bronchitis/pneumonia right now, and she coughed so hard she ruptured her eardrum and was bleeding out of her ear. my mom was wondering if she should come and get me? well i had been thinking of quitting for a long time...its just not fun anymore. there are so many reasons to quit...and i thought of all of them for like 20 seconds and i was like u kno wat i think im going to quit right now...so i talked to coach A and told her id been thinking of quitting for awhile and she was like well then wats the point of taking the pictures now if ur going to quit later? and i was like ur right i wasnt going to buy them anywayz...so in about 2 minutes i just quit the volleyball team. i thought id be like sad or something but im really not..im actually more happy now! my mom was ecstatic that id be able to help her calm her mother down...she was freaking out cuz she couldnt hear anybody..shouting italian nonstop, screaming and crying till she finally lost her voice..shes actually doing ok now and shell be going home soon. im really happy with my decision now...its going to make my life tons better.

ive thought about all the reasons i wanted to quit, and they all add up pretty big...

- ill have lots more time for the 3 honors and 2 ap classes im taking..as well as the junior project and all the pressure of the worst year of high skool..this'll make things SO much easier

- i can finally get a job and get PAID for working after skool..maybe even drop my LSC so i get out after 6th period and work more. money = car + clothes + freedom =)

- ((this is a big one)) my health...i had surgery 3 weeks ago, & just bc i got 2 tumors taken out doesnt mean im good now. since ive had them before, they're more likely to come back..i have to take very good care of my body, and frankly volleyball was too much for me. it actually really pained my whole left side every time i moved my arm quickly...the doctor advised me to take it easy this year...and now i am!

- i probably wouldnt have been playing all that much anywayz...im the most out of shape and i havent been performing well at all, and i kno she noticed cuz she kept asking me if i was ok and needed to sit down and all that..and the truth is i did! haha but im an idiot so i didnt.

- its just not fun anymore...when u have to drag urself out of bed every morning dreading to put on the spandex and sports bra, thats not really signs of doing something u enjoy.

true im going to miss my friends on the team..but its not like were going to stop hanging out! half the girls arent in vball their in orchesis or something..so im not really worried about that. i am pissed tho b/c once again everybody has the same period lunch and i have a different one! which brings me to my schedule...its most possibly the worst schedule ever printed in high skool.

1st- PE 11 Leaders -Fudacz

2nd- AP American History -Donaldson

3rd- AP English -Meggenberg

4th- Italian 12 Honors -Vitiritti-Lynch

5th- Honors Pre-Calculus -Stach Wilen

6th- Honors Physics -Ailes

7th- Lunch

8th- LSC -Chapetta

i start my day getting all nice and sweaty for gym, then kill my brain with 5 honors classes in a row, by then my stomach eats itself and then i do nothing with my ex-bball coach who hates me b/c he thinx i have a bad attitude. now, before i couldnt leave cuz i had practice after skool, but now i dont! so if i drop the lsc i can leave after 6th, which would be freaking awesome as hell. i guess we'll see...one week till skool starts!! =( its going to be soooo bad without the class of 05...u guys were the best ever! good luck in college everybody! i love you christina! i miss u larry! u 2 mike! make sure u guys keep in touch, and lemme kno whenever ur back in town...christina we still have to go to lunch with alyson and lisa before u go..im free now so call me!!

wow ive been slackin with this thing, but here's a big update...im finally 16!!! technically i can go get my license whenever i want now, but i cant because of my eye ulcer thingy and my upcoming surgery...anywayz my bday was on the 22nd and i spent it mostly with my family...had a $500 shopping spree at the mall and i got a diamond cross necklace from my mommy, and a digital camera from my daddy! then the next day i went to my gram's house and out to lunch with them, and the waiter was soooo cute! i was an hour late goin to jarz's house, so when i got there and everyone was actin all weird i thougth they were mad at me...but it was actually a suRpRisE ParTy!!! thank you sooo much everybody..u guys are the best!! and thank you larry for givin me another ride home... i <3 my friends =) sunday i hung out with ally for a bit, then went swimming at the friars cove pool with katie...tryin to get all the partyin in that i can b/c tomorrow morning is my s u r g e r y =( im soooo nervous its not even funny, b/c my one true fear is needles and i kno theres no choice for me, i have to get them...im probably going to freak. tonight i gotta take some shit and be in bed by 9 to get up at the freakin crack of dawn to be at the hospital by 5...if all goes well i should be back home by around 2 or 3 since its an outpatient surgery, so make sure you all give me a call to cheer me up!!! keep me in your prayers tonight...

( if u aint dirrty...u aint here to pArTay!!! )

the past few days were soooo much fun, but i cant say all we did or else we'll get in trouble *wink wink kristen*...all im going to put up to remember this night is this picture!!!

paper- $.50

basil leaves- $4.00

tape- $1.00

lighter- 1 burnt thumb

creating a fake joint to give your already paranoid mother something to actually spaz about- P R I C E L E S S!!!

there are some things money can't buy...for everything else theres a BEST FRIEND!!!! i <3 u kristen

i am royallllllllllly pissed. i just got back from the eye doctor b/c my eye wasn't getting better as i was taking that damn claritin...in fact it was getting worse! my right eye is completely red on the white part, and my left eye is becoming red. but of course freakin dr. pomeranz told me it was allergies, so i believed him. thank god my mom didnt becuz she made me go to the eye doctor just in time. i dont have stupid allergies, i have a fucking bacterial eye infection that is literally eating a hole in my right eye, and beginning in my left one! the doctor freaked out when she saw my eye, she couldnt believe i had waited so long to come in..she said it was one of the worst eyes she's seen all year! there is going to be scar tissue too...im in critical condition and i cant wear my contacts for at least a week or two, if im lucky. im just hoping it cant get any worse...i have to put eyedrops in both eyes every hour for 24 horus, then every 2 hours for 2 days, then every 4 hours until i get better...and at night i have to put a fucking OINTMENT in my right eye before i go to sleep...its like a damn paste!! argggggggh! i cant play basketball, and idk how the fuck im going to be able to d r i v e...and remember that my birthday is next week and my surgery for my tumors is 4 days after!! i want to killllllllll my regular doctor >=(

somebody. shoot. me. =( ....happy fucking birthday, huh? hahahaha

this is freaking hilarious...try it!!!

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You like:	Hanging with friends - Unlike other people, you have friends who understand and care about you! They may have let you down a couple times, but nothing can come between your strong friendship!
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i kno i kno, another update so soon...within minutes of each other...but i couldn't resist. my best friend in the whole wide world has encouraged me to post my poem that i wrote for her on here...and i think im going to do it. i really wanna see what ppl think, so please comment below ((u don't have to be a livejournal user to comment)) ...if you dont like it, u can say so but p l e a s e be nice b/c if ur too harsh ill cry..hehe here it goes..I <333 YOU KRISTEN!!!

Sixteen Years

Acquaintances some try to keep

Certain friendships, simply cheap

Other rivers run very deep

In those waters I wish to tread.

There is a place within my mind

Not many are let in to find

Many friends I’m able to b l i n d

But she sees in my head.

True emotions are always read.

My path of life involves a maze

The correct route buried, deep in haze

When hitting dead ends on certain days

She helps me remain stead.

Many phone calls, full of tears

Behind me while confronting fears

Always there for sixteen years

To help me push ahead.

Supplying band-aids when I have bled.

As precious as a porcelain vase

Brightens my mood with a simple embrace

Never failing to put upon my face

A smile widely spread.

She is my crutch to hold me up

If I’m the drink, then she’s the cup

The eyeliner in my bag of makeup

The butter to my bread.

The pillow on my bed.

When things around me take a dive

And I feel a bit like I won’t survive

All I have to do is speed dial “five”

And she makes me happy instead.

Never have we truly had a fight

(Minus that one Camp Awana night)

We never will tire of one another’s sight

Through the upcoming years ahead.

You’re stuck with me even when we’re dead. =)

Locked pinkies while sleeping on my bedroom floor

Laughing at nothing till’ our stomachs are sore

These things will continue forever more

Even when we both are wed.

Not even college can bring us apart

Each other’s pictures are tattooed on our heart

We’ll always push each other in that cart

If there’s a tough road ahead.

We’ll face it together instead.

Our girls will grow up the exact same way

Together they’ll make our hair turn gray

Have each other to lean on every day

Wipe away every tear that is shed.

One day when we’re both old and fat

Sittin’ in rocking chairs for a nice long chat

Smiling with dentures, we’ll both know that

Some feelings don’t have to be said.

Bonds like ours

Don’t need words

To be read.

things i've learned:::

• .....im not going to marry usher =(
• i would experiment any pill in the world if it meant cancelling my surgery
• parents actually have gone through major shit in the past
• myspace is addicting
• one pile of roadkill can seriously ruin my good mood
• im tired of dealing with b u l l s h i t
• im daddy's little girl =)
• i would eat a n y t h i n g to live with kristen
• never try to open cardboard boxes in the shower
• being a player is hard work *hahahaha*
• i have to start searching for colleges soon
• graduating scares the hell out of me
• i dont kno what the hell i would do at my moms without my dog muffin
• disney movies are the best
• christina aguilera and kristen will always be two of my favorite singers
• i. want. a. freaking. car.
• never schedule surgery 4 days after somebody's birthday
• "sweet 16" is an oxymoron
• you can't eat a half of a whole pie in one night and not regret it in the morning
• dont mix new dark blue jeans with light blue shirts in the laundry
• if insanity was popularity, my mother would be on every magazine cover worldwide
• the pulices are my anti-drug hehe
• tumors suck ass, even if they're banine (or however u spell it)
• music is amazing...
• if you start to have an allergic reaction to anything, take out your contacts
• i love to read books *i kno i kno, im a nerd*
• being broke is terrible
• i really need a job badly, but cant apply until the 22nd
• working during the skool year is impossible b/c of all the honors classes and sports
• parents bring u into the world, but friends get u through it =)

havent really updated in quite awhile, so im not gonna do the whole day-by-day thing...went to kristens for the 4th, got hit by a freaking firework in the ankle. we went to the hospital to visit uncle jimmy..hes dying from cancer =( its soo sad... at least i got to see travis since i ahdnt seen him in like a freakin year. KRISTEN im so pissed at u b/c ur not only going to be outta town for my birthday, but also for my surgery!!! DAMN u! got the summer reading books for skool and tons of other books for myself, including the da vinci code finally...saw dina after about a billion years!! rocky horror picture show is awesome hehe =) went to christina's graduation party yesterday which was pretty fun...its so sad to see her go! i kno ill see her around tho...maybe even visit her at depaul! =) skools not going to be the same without u christina...and ur class b/c u guys really were the best!!!  went to starbux that night with ally lisa and michelle, went back to ally's where we watched the diary of a mad black woman. it was reeeally good! drove to chi-town this morning to visit my grandma, went to this crazy polish restaurant with so much food it was ridiculous, then home where i ate again with liz at wendys! *i really want a fruit cup!!!* we watched dirty dancing: havana nights and d i e d b/c javier is SO amazingly adorable!! but ill settle for patrick swayze...hehe =)

another thing: they finally set a real date for my surgery. july 26. 4 days after my birthday...damn tumors!

the following is most possibly the coolest thing anybody will ever see...an example of how ridiculously crazy kristen and i are! too bad u had to leave trav!! dont be jealous of how freaking awesome we are! kristen's the one with the finger *dr. evil*, mine has the h u g e lips and the crooked face cuz kristen cant draw, and mariah's is just all around hilarious. her face is also the best b/c the most talented person in the world drew it hehe

my phone is pretty damn cool, and kristen is pretty damn stupid...

put it together and u get this picture =)

some pictures from christina's party, the one of us actually got really messed up so ill post a special one for her after she sends me the good one from her digital camera. krystle u thought i didnt get u, but s u r p r i s e!!! krystle and christina g are such badasses *thanx for the new background guys*..and krystle's eye is so mysterious! me and marisa were basically pulling on our curls alllll evening hehe...curly hair forever! (even tho most of the time i curse it hehe)

Have you ever...
01. Fallen for your best friend? no
02. Made out with JUST a friend? nah
03. Been rejected? kinda
04. Been in love? not really
05. Been in lust? OMG yes
06. Used someone? no
07. Been used? maybe
08. Cheated on someone? not really
09. Been cheated on? pretty much
10. Been kissed? yepp
11. Done something you regret? of course

Who was the last person...
12. You touched? muffin
13. You talked to? kristen
14. You hugged? kristen
15. You instant messaged? larry
16. Kissed? kristen
17. You had sex with? --
18. You yelled at? trevor
19. You laughed with? kristen
20. You had a crush on? larry =)
21. Broke your heart? --

Do You...
22. Color your hair? it pretty much grew out
23. Have tattoos? not yet, i want a butterfly on my ankle
24. Piercings? yeah 6
25. Have a boyfriend/girlfriend? nope
26. Floss daily? not daily
27. Own a webcam? no
28. Ever get off the damn computer? yeah
29. Sprechen sie deutsche? idk what that means
30. Habla espanol? no, parlo l'italiano

General Questions
40. Considered a life of crime? of course
41. Considered being a hooker? who hasn't?
42. Considered being a pimp? not really
43. Are you psycho? nah
44. Split personalities? according to my mom...but no
45. Schizophrenic? no
46. Obsessive? no
47. Obsessive compulsive? when it comes to cash or pantylines, yes
48. Panic? noo
49. Anxiety? nah
50. Depressed? i was once
51. Suicidal? no
52. Obsessed with Hate? no
53. Dream of mutilated bodies? thats fcukin sick
55. If you could be anywhere, where would you be? con mia famiglia in Italia
56. What would you be doing? partying...drinking..eating =)
58. What are you listening to? my new fall out boy cd
59. Can you do anything freakish with your body? double jointed thumbs..o and my knees pop constantly
60. Chicken or fish? i dont really like either, but id have to say chicken
61. Do you have a favorite animal, no matter how lame it may be? monkeys

Currently:
62. Current Clothes: bra, panties, and a robe
63. Current Mood: bored
64. Current Taste: iced tea
65. Current Hair: straight!!!
66. Current Annoyance: the damn cd player!
67. Current Smell: fRuiT!
68. Current thing I ought to be doing: readin that autobiography for ap english
69. Current Desktop Picture: USHER!!!
70. Current Favorite band: fall out boy, my chemical romance, or S. of a D. ...can't decide
71. Current Book: dancing in my nuddy-pants
72. Current DVD In Player: joseph and the amazing technicolor dreamcoat hehe
73. Current Refreshment: iced tea
74. Current Worry: not having a ride to bball
75. Current Favorite Word: whore

Favorites:
76. Food: bbq ribs, baby!!!
77. Drink: dr. pepper
78. Color: baby blue
79. Shoes: flip flops
80. Candy: everything!
81. Animal: doggie...preferably a bichon
82. Movie: ...joseph and the amazing technicolor dreamcoat
84. Vegetable: carrots and celery with ranch dip (raw only!)

Future:
85. What do you want to be when you get older? criminal attorney
86: Married?: eventually
87: Kids?: o yeah..but not too soon
88: Living Where?: first a chicago penthouse with kristen, then a big white house somewhere

This or That:
89: Gay or straight? straight
90: Boxers or Briefs: boxers
91: Reading or Writing: both actually
92: Basketball or Baseball: softball
93: Walking or Running?: walking
94: Left or Right? right
95: TV Shows or Movies: movies
96: Rap or Rock?: anything besides country
97: Day or Night?: Night
98: Chocolate or Vanilla?: strawberry, then vanilla